Monday, September 27, 2010

always hold your head up high, its a long way down.

its been a long time, i think I'm going to start trying to make this a weekly thing... i guess i have no reason not to. College is going decent and has taught me so much about life. I understand so much more than I originally did about life, and as i learn more about it, i realize how much more i DON'T know. my time management skills are still terrible, but I'm learning. Also, thanks to a very important person, Ive decided to take my Moms advice to heart and do what actually makes me happy, and I am finally spending more time on art, and finally making the types of things my mom would have wanted me to. I know this would make her so happy, and I'm finally finding my own way.
First of all, I have learned to see things from other peoples perspectives. I never used to do this at all, and I wish I had earlier. . . I think learning this came from meeting so many new people who are so much different from myself, and making friends with people who I never thought I would. Its gotten to the point to which i hate seeing people eat alone, i feel the need to walk with someone who is alone. Ive been trying hard to do the right things lately, old habits die hard i suppose. i guess i just want everyone to know that i really am trying.
I guess the most important thing Ive learned is that every one of us has to make our own path, and we have to be happy in it. There is nothing worse than being so unhappy with your life that it seems uncertain what to do next. I think the most important thing that i have learned so far is that we all have to make our own happiness, and make our own way in life. that's what I'm seeing every one try to do here. everyone has their majors and their path set out for them, just trying to make it, but have you wondered how many people are truly happy? i would imagine not too many... I have decided that at some point right after college i am going to join the Peace Corps, i want to help people. I'm finally finding whats right for me.

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i have an AMAZING life. and i cant wait to see where this takes me :) i have a WONDERFUL AMAZING GILRFRIEND named kels rene :)

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